5. Permanent Haze 03:51

line up at the station with immense anticipation

eyes so wide watching every rotation

disassociation from the universe

this is rehabilitation built to break my curse

my turn is coming up next

hop up in the seat strap down on my neck

holding my breath

heartbeat pounding my chest

got two thumbs up it's the best

i know what i need and it isn't that much

no other living thing will become my crutch

with the human race i'm afraid i've lost touch

put my faith on these steel rails twisting me up

head above the water arms in the sky

learning how to fly it's a temporary high

back in the standby smacked by the wait

at my lowest with the heat baking me into a grave

take it to my grave take it to my grave

nobody has to know the way my shadows misbehave

take it to my grave take it to my grave

permanent haze

take it to my grave take it to my grave

nobody has to know the way my shadows misbehave

take it to my grave take it to my grave

lost in the wave

melting away the price i pay ain't cheap

flesh falls off the bone but i don't make a peep

suffer in the solitude but thrive in the crime

of an independent though hive mind

here we go all clear

time for the launch bye bye

pull the soul out of my body now in flying sky high

life on the rails dragons unchained

caught up in the mystery i'll never be the same

this is a forced interaction with me at my best

beyond stubborn and i couldn't care less

ain't cracked the cover but you know i know the end

so in the end i may well just pretend

another gold star collecting adhesive justifications

as a placeholder for evidence of a productive education

my frustration conversation bout the practice of my preach

will never line up with dribble that you teach

take it to my grave take it to my grave

nobody has to know the way my shadows misbehave

take it to my grave take it to my grave

permanent haze

take it to my grave take it to my grave

nobody has to know the way my shadows misbehave

take it to my grave take it to my grave

lost in the wave

outsider on the inside

but i'll do what i can to blend in for the meantime

fire up the chainsaw

keep on trimming branches till i feel like i can belong

if they find the skeletons in my closet

ain't getting back my security deposit

the facts might not ever be clear

but they'll know that i was hiding something dark in here

take it to my grave take it to my grave

nobody has to know the way my shadows misbehave

take it to my grave take it to my grave

permanent haze

take it to my grave take it to my grave

nobody has to know the way my shadows misbehave

take it to my grave take it to my grave

lost in the wave